Oh, the last few days have been great. Lots of school (which isn't necessarily great), working hard, running around, enjoying the sunshine, making Polish and Hungarian meals for dinner (which is a lot of work, making dinner), thinking about those I love, being with my family, trying to catch my runaway rabbits (I mean that literally, by the way), eating GOOD food, looking at the sun about to set. Life is great! I am not always happy, but I don't have any reason to be sad.
I've been changing so much. My outlook on so many things has changed. I'm trying to be less narrow minded, and more loving to everyone, too, even if I don't agree with them 100%. I love God, and I want to love Him even more. I am trying to do what's right, but not be annoyingly pious (I think that's possible).
Before I was trying to make everyone not be depressed or sad. I have been depressed. I have been sad. And though I don't know if anything I or anyone can say or do can make somebody feel better, I can at least not be annoying about it. So I'm sorry if I was, and I think that I understand what it's like to be sad, at least to some level. And I think that when somebody is sad, all they can do is turn to God. That's all I can do.
So, even when people, people I don't know, people I only know a little bit, or people I know really well, don't fit into my cookie cutter mold of "right", then I will try not to judge. And I'm trying to change my view in a few other things, too :-). Could you pray for me?
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Michaela that's awesome! I'm glad you posted about it. I will pray for you of course. I think this is something everyone struggles with at least a little.
Oh, good. I'm sure we're all... what's the word? negative, maybe? at some point in our life, like you said.
It's funny. It is not like I have made a huge decision, and I am hugely changed, it's just, it seems almost the next step. Like I'm slowly growing in Christ, if you understand what I mean.
wow, that is awesome!
no, you never quite annoyed me.
if i'd known you better you might have.
that is so cool, michaela, like i can't even say.
it is funny how we really can't understand people till we've been there, and when you walk around in someones shoes you find out they're exactly like you. so god has a pretty cool plan for us to do our best to accept so it changes us in the process, which is really amazing when you think about it.
i'm so happy that god is working in you in this way.
haha, yes, if you knew her she would be more anoying.
No, just kidding.
Anyways, That is a really good post Michaela. I wish I could post like that sometimes.
Thanks, Beth. And thanks, Sam.
I agree with you, Sam. Also, for me, I can disagree with people but not be negative towards them. I am easily biased in my opinion. It's kind of sad, but that's why I'm trying to not be that way.
Thanks again
Michaela, I think that was the most mature thing every posted on blog. *hugs* You're amazing. <3
*hugs* You are an amazing girl Michaela. I find it so neat how God is shining in our life. I will be praying for you! <3
Thanks, Lindy and Lucy.
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